Well today has been fun ,i started off the day with me waking up taking a shawa .Cause my house has no A/C and i sweated threw the sheet's again .Then after the shawa i went and sat at my computer and watched a anime called ( MAJORfor about three hours .It's pretty dam good ,even tho it's about the most boring game in the world BASEBALL.I like it so far but i feel it's going to let me down towards the end .

Then after the game me and my cuzo went to sears to replace a rachet i broke .Then got some food by his place at a lil store ,wich has great spanish food .Went to his house and ate and i left to go home .I got home and i started to wonder if there was a anime meeting tonight and sure enough i go on the forums and there is .So i go take a shawa and head straight over to the meeting ,wich i havent been to one the whole summer .It was fun and i surely missed everyone ,Wing mostly cause of the way we both talk cars with each other .

Anyways i was there and spent the whole night actually haveing a good convo with friends .Somthing i havent had for a long time ,I mean dont get me wrong but me and my gang of friends i normally hang with dont have allot in common .I mean i love anime and they could care less about the stuff .They dont like the stuff really and think i'm a lil childish for liking it ,wich i say screw that .Most of the time i feel out of the pack and keep to myself ,wich no one seems to mind at all .But tonight i felt at home talking about stuff i love .

All was going good till i saw her ,the girl i kinda have liked for a while .She is cute with a great personality .I dunno but i have liked her for while and i have never had the guts to tell her for some reason .I'm the shy type really ,i have no courage when it comes to talking to the oposit sex .I really like her but i also feel i cant aproach her .We have talked in the past ,but not very long .Uggg ,i cant stop thinking of her ,why is this happening to me right now .I just wanna ask her out and see what happens yet i feel like i dont wanna hear the word no from her .I'm a dork i know ,but when i really like a girl it's really hard for me to say it .It took me a long time to get enough ball's to ask the last girl out .I was actually amazed when she said yes too ,so amazed i couldnt even beleave it .I'm gonna need allot of thinking on this one ,dam my head is gonna hurt i just know it .

~MINGO~