ok so it started with my g/f going to the emergency room for something n her brain. And sense she has no health insurance so she can not go back. She was in the emergency room for 9 hours. But i could not go see her because I had to finish coaching our travel team.

Then I found out that my grandmothers best friend died, who was like a friend to me. So it was like losing a very close Friend. Who died the same day my g/f went into the hospital.


And to add to that, all my 'friends' have replaced me in there lives with some one else because i had to move away to go to college. and because of that they can not come and see me. No that is to much hassle. And i have done SO much for them. I have taken care of the HUNDREDS of time when they are so drunk they can not see straight. they took care of me kinda once.

I have dropped everything to be there before and now i am tired of making the effort. And they were my only friends that i could hang out with so now i have no friends to hang with which sux...

My life sux's right now...


WHY!!!!

but i am trying to get through it.....

Trying.....>.<